i'm getting really excited about a lot of things and it feels really good to feel passionate again.
i really like not smoking pot.
i didn't even smoke on 4/20!!!! it's crazy. there was a 15 foot bong to smoke on 4/20 and i didn't smoke ANY weed.
i mean, i did have a lot of work to do, and i bet if i didn't, i would have smoked, but the old me would have smoked anyway and then tried to do work and failed.
i want to go to tibet!  ¶ 9:42 AM 0 comments

  I have to keep reminding myself that I don't need to decide anything yet.
I really, really don't.
If my mother can continuing going to school for twelve years after college and change her career four times in the process, then so can I.
Breathe.
But what should I do?!  ¶ 1:05 PM 0 comments

  simon's rock what creates a school's character? what can change it? why is the character of simon's rock being diminished? what can i do to change that?
i'm considering staying here for four years, if i find a way to finance it. if i can go abroad for my junior year. i would love that.
shula  ¶ 9:13 AM 0 comments

  It's so beautiful out, it really finally feels like spring. Or even summer.
Yay!

I got to drive a lot in my dad's car, which is a Nissan Murano- big, kinda scary, powerful... It was fun!

New season's resolution: This summer I will go to LOTS of SHOWS.
April 23rdish there's a big Earth Day fest in NYC w/ tons of great artists playing that weekend... I'm totally going. I have to. Audrey will drive, I'm positive- she's one of those music freeeeaaaaakkksss who go to shows ALL the time, and I'm gonna start capitalizing on that. She's also the one who gave me this ID that says I'm 35, it's this chick's Meirav Bengal but Audrey got it from her sketchy exboyfriend, anyway she sorta looks like me so I can use it at shows and other sketchy places, to get in and drink. Wheeee.  ¶ 11:20 AM 1 comments