Maybe the only reason why old crushes on guys are flaming up in my head when I see/talk to them is because I haven't gotten any in a while, I'm horny, and I love how a cock satisfies
although i do hate working to satisfy a cock
things like blow jobs, hand jobs are just fucking WORK for a girl
unless i'm drunk, then i like it
or unless i really care about the person...
then i don't care if it's work to get them off
maybe that's the problem... too many of the people i've messed around with, i never really cared about- except for that one moment, the first kiss of the night, when i let it start
now, getting off girls....
now that's always fun