emptiness disconcertingly hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach. i'm feeling lonely, in the mood where i don't want to make the effort to socialize, just cuddle- not a mood conducive to inspiring people to be around me.
vicious cycle, vicious cycle, vicious cycle.
roommate is flirting with cameron, the good twin, behind me on her bed. i want to crash. thinking of going outside to stargaze. but its so cold.  ¶ 9:13 PM