can't stop never will, 'til my heart does but now i gotta just keep doing with this wild ride up and down hormones taking me for a run fucking low as the dead sea this morning mourning my lack of true human love but now i'm high as the sky riding the back of the mountain the diso biscuits streaming live and beautiful through my ears fucking brilliant music enlightening my day now i know they'll be playing right in front of me next time i'm home on break everything seems like it's gonna all work out again life is right back up there higher than it should be just the way i like it these swings let me know i'm still alive my legs are still pumping so i go flying through the air hanging of the pole on a chain perched on this piece of rubber swinging swinging heart pumping blood and oxygen and chemicals throughout this whole wonderful body that's serving me so well (at the moment of course) god i fucking love being young so much time ahead of me means my options are practically infinite and that means there will be so many more ups and downs that it seems like i'll never stop living because as soon as my heart dies in those few minutes of brain activity before i turn into mush i'll spend eternity in the dreamworld relieving this spectacular spectacle called existence  ¶ 8:32 PM