So here's the question:
since i'm not doing drugs anyway should i just sell my soul to the theater once more?
it's the best way to make money on this campus.
but then again i want to keep up with my work and if i start working for the theater at one point i'm going to have to go through a period of three hours a night for sleep, not to mention the questionable possibility of having time during the day to go to class AND work in the theater AND get all my work in the studio done during the hours the studio is open.
this also might mean not eating for a while.

shit shit shit
i fucking need the money.
shit shit shit

i think i will. oh no. i shouldn't do this to myself.  ¶ 9:47 AM