fuck my crappy immune system i think i have strep throat again.
i slept till 3:30 today, and yesterday i took several four hour naps.
it feels like there are king-sized marbles in the back of my throat and someone is stealthily and slowly filling my skull with helium.
on top of this, i just started a relationship with markus, one of my neighbors. so i feel even shittier because i feel so shitty that i don't want to have lots of sex with him right now even though a week and a half ago he got out of jail after being in there for a year and really could use it.  ¶ 5:31 PM