reality check for the past week i've been sick in bed
they tested me for strep (twice) and for mono- both came back neg
most likely answer at this point:
i licked this disease off of marcus' dick.
i don't even know what to say to myself at this point.
getting tested on monday at planned parenthood, already on antibiotics.
i don't know what i got myself into.
marcus and i are officially together at this point but i don't know if i can keep it up- i think i only got into this to prove that i can maintain a relationship but i don't think i can maintain this one...
he's fun to be around, when he isn't pissed off/impatient that we're not having sex because i feel like death- in which case he gets uber passive agressive
we're also on completely different paths in life.
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guess its up to me to take some action. wooh boy.  ¶ 7:37 AM